漫步歷史洪流

只要是人都一定會犯一個毛病，那就是＂犯賤＂

我也是犯賤的人類之一，明明就已經決定放棄

可是卻會忍不住到他的網誌看他的文章

會忍不住到他的相簿看他的照片，關心他的一舉一動

看了之後又在那邊難過～

只能說自己是自作孽不可活＂活該＂

我真是個大笨蛋！明明就知道已經不可能了～

還在那邊苦苦等待，等到最後我對他而言什麼都不是

連朋友的資格都說不上，只是個在他生命中的過客罷了～

放棄吧！放棄吧～總是對自己如此訴說著

但是生活週遭都可以是他的影子！

就像是香味，就像是音樂，就像是景物

都可以從中找到他的影子，雖說不是有心去找

但是從潛意識中就會立即聯想到他

或許我這輩子都逃離不了這個巨大的沼澤吧！

People are all sure to make a trouble, that is " making lowpricedly".

I make one of the lowpriced mankind, has already decided to give up obviously too,But can't help getting and read his article in his net annal ,can't help getting and watch his photo in his photo album, will care about every gesture of him ,sad there after looking!

Can only say that do evil and can't live by oneself by oneself " Serve you right " I am really a bloody fool! Know obviously it has been already impossible,still wait earnestly there, waiting until me finally, nothing is not for him. Even the friend's qualification can not be said, just a transient guest in his life.

Let's give up! Let's give up!Always tell so to myself,but the surrounding area of life all can be his shade! It is just like fragrant smell, it is just like music, it is just like scenery.

Can find his shade from it, although does not go to look for intentionally ,but will associate it with him immediately from subconscious!

Perhaps the lifetime of this of mine flee from this enormous marsh!